The truth is I miss you like crazy. There isn’t a second of any day where you’re not on my mind. It kills me. I sit there with a smile on my face trying to fight back the tears. I don’t even know why I cry about it, you make me feel like shit. You say it’s you, you need time, you need to figure out what you’re doing with your life, but I know that’s not it. If it was about you, you would still care. You wouldn’t let me be this sad all the time. You would be there for me. You would be hurt, too. I feel like I’m not good enough, I’m never good enough, but I thought you saw me different then anyone else. You are so special to me and it sucks knowing that you don’t feel the same way. It sucks knowing that everything you promised me was a lie. It sucks that I fell for all those things you told me. I just miss everything. I miss texting you all the time. I miss hanging out with you. I miss holding your hand. I miss being in your arms. I miss being yours. I wish i could just start this all over, and maybe it wouldn’t have ended like this. You told me that we would get back together again, but you act like you don’t even care anymore. I feel like I’m waiting for nothing. I want to just forget everything and move on but i can’t. What if one day maybe, just maybe, you’ll want me back? Then I can run back into your arms. But that’s just my heart talking. My head tells me not to be so sad all the time, to move on before you do. But I can’t. I love you too much to just let this all go. Maybe one day you’ll see that no ones going to love you like I do. Maybe one day I’ll be happy and you will know how this feels. How much it sucks to feel like you aren’t good enough for the one person you would do anything to have. In the meantime, I’ll be here waiting, but I cant wait forever. One day it will all be too late. Just remember, you let me go.