i cant believe that 2011 is nearly over. it’s crazy how fast the year went by. i remember how amazing the year started out. everything was perfect- i had amazing friends and the perfect boyfriend. but soon my life turned to shit and i lost everyone. i was heartbroken most of the time and sad. but throughout everything, i definitely learned a lot about life. i learned that that sometimes giving your all to someone just isn’t enough, that the people you never expect to let you down will, that no matter how much you love someone they might just not be right for you, that the only people who matter at the end of the day are those who were by your side even when you pushed them away, that you will lose people you thought you never would, that you can’t trust anyone but yourself, and that no matter what happens, life goes on. i am not the person i once was. this year is going to be hard to let go of and i know ill always remember it. 2011 was the best and the worst year of my life. 2011 changed everything.